why's

everything so sad these days? :(

i guess there's a lot of things that could be better right now, but there's a lot of things that couldn't get better, too, you know? so whenever i think of something to complain about, i think about how like, in the end, it's not gonna matter, how i'm gonna look back and feel stupid. that's why i always draft my posts, because i feel like it's so temporary that it's not worth posting for people to read and stuff.

so yup. i finished showering like an hour ago, and when i was doing math hw, i touched my cheek and realized it was soo dry! so i put on this lotion and it burned a lot..dry skin=too cold weather? it is a bit too cold these days. :/ blankets, anyone?

HI THERE, what do you guys want for christmas? :] gah, i love christmas. i get this warm, but icy feeling and happy bright lights and pine trees! am looking forward to fr-fr-friday, too! (;

love always,
sarah